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[10 Oct 2006|12:41am] |
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the black heart procession - gps |
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i finally remembered my password in my dream last night. it was about internet drama and fake identities. sweet, huh? it's been about a year and a half since i've last updated. but i'm not going to really update. i just wanted to announce to the livejournal community that i've grown half an inch since last year. fuck yeah. see you shorties later.
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| choloskar |
[22 May 2005|01:45pm] |
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hymie's basement |
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happy 21st century pop song/birthday/bear-day oskie
 i loves you (except when we play the states license plate game)
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| when it rains, it pours. |
[27 Apr 2005|06:29pm] |
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only children - sky begins to storm |
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i'm subbing a radio show on may 10, 6-8 am for KUCI (www.kuci.org) (88.9fm if you're in irvizzle). so if you want to hear something other than my chemical romance on the radio, or hear me sound like a little girl and wonder why there's dead air, you should tune in. PEACE.
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[25 Apr 2005|10:55pm] |
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lately, spring time has taken over my senses. i couldn't have picked a worse quarter to take 20 units, but my afternoons make it alright. new hobbies/activities as of late:
- missing class to lay in aldrich park and throw blades of grass everywhere - naming all the baby animals - learning guitar on the parking structure rooftop - CALPIRG, of course. it has taken over my life. - bonfires - mini escapades/trips (thanks osk/hey hay)
i finally feel like i'm doing something more than reading books and writing papers. thank you college?
i had a dream the other night that i was pregnant and extremely upset about it- apparently that means i am content with my life. i'd like to think so.
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[19 Apr 2005|02:08am] |
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smashing pumpkins - annie-dog |
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i wish i had a better grasp on words and more faith in the intangible.
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[16 Apr 2005|05:24pm] |
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grandpère passed away, and i'm the one who had to break the news to my dad. life is too erratic for me sometimes.
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| chuc mung nam moi? |
[09 Feb 2005|11:26am] |
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gainsbourg - comic strip |
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happy viet/chinese new yearrr. um, i am actually excited because it is the official ending mark of the worst year and the beginning of a better one. at least that's what the rooster promises. so i have been uber superstitious all day with my good luck omens and i'm trying to be vegan today. i'm also going to adhere to my claimed religion and attend temple and rub the fat buddha's belly. yeaaaaah. i have to be positive all day, eek. i mean, awesome. i love red envelopes.
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[23 Jan 2005|01:14pm] |
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my little oui lady g (kitty) died brutally and i don't think i could be more upset and i fucking hate nature and i hate the circle of life and i hate that my baby was taken away from me and now i won't have anyone scratching at my door at 5 am and now i wont have anyone purring when i scratch her chin and this cat has a lot of sentimental value and i really cant handle it, ok.
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| worst trip ever '05 AKA BEAR F1GHT [5:49 PM]: this weekend was gayer than when gay came to gaytown |
[08 Jan 2005|05:30pm] |
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everything that could go wrong, did go wrong. and then some. even the police failed us, but what didn't? a car full of freezing, hungry, tired, dirty and frustrated people was our highly anticipated big bear trip. there was a point where crawling into the snow and sleeping there didn't seem so bad. we got so desperate that we tried to shovel snow with a snowboard. if we had been buried in the avalanche, it wouldn't have surprised me. every time we were optimistic or hopeful, we were shot down. at least i can say i know who our real friends are; people who actually gave a fuck and tried to help us. this trip was not only a downer physically and financially, but emotionally. i just want to go back to school and forget that i ever had this weekend, thanks.
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[04 Jan 2005|01:46am] |
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i am riding the path of life in a circle. i can only laugh, and sometimes cry, at the mere triviality of it. my problem is that i simply refuse to give up. this can be good, but patience wears thin fast and it's not the easiest ride. this year i promised i would come out on top, and i cling to this hope because i root some of my trust in absurd planetary alignments and chinese calendars. at least it's better than placing your hope in a person because if all goes wrong, you can blame the stupid planets which you don't really care about anyway. right.
the point is, i need to get out of this unmerciful circle because 1) i hate geometry and 2) it's about time. i want to see a positive difference between '04 and '05 because i don't like that people don't call me smiley anymore (don't start calling me that because i reminded you) and other noteworthy reasons.
as for my new years resolution, i will easily stick to it. i was only ordered to state it in my drunken stupor. "i will drink more wine this year." at least i'm honest.
p.s. bon voyage LA, hello irrrrvine.
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| admonition |
[03 Dec 2004|08:33pm] |
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explosions in the sky - snow and lights |
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if you dissect a bird to diagram the tongue you'll cut the chord articulating song.
if you flay a beast to marvel at the mane you'll wreck the rest from which the fur began.
if you pluck out the heart to find what makes it move, you'll halt the clock that syncopates our love.
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[30 Nov 2004|12:19am] |
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minus the bear - andy wolff |
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currently in a state of limbo in ALL aspects of life. not overcoming the B+ hump. not achieving much at all. where did i go?
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[11 Nov 2004|11:20pm] |
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my heart is beating so fast, i'm terrified. i hope my little p-love will be alright.
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| harry potter is REAL |
[02 Nov 2004|01:39pm] |
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the album leaf - on your way |
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Bush = Lord Voldemort Republicans = House of Slytherin
Kerry = Albus Dumbledore Democrats = House of Gryffindor
DON'T BRING VOLDEMORT BACK, VOTE.
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| TO HELL WITH HUMCORE/POLISCI/DANTE |
[25 Oct 2004|10:37pm] |
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CHOPIN |
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i sincerely believe that i have developed ADD this week. i sit with a book in my hands to look productive, but god knows i'm just staring at my van gogh painting. HELP ME. why am i even updating? i don't like that i have two midterms this week and that plove and i had to create a special cd to similate an intellectual environment. i've never read so much textual material in my life or have been more aware about politics. this is the week of the devil- everything bad that can possibly happen to divert my attention away from school, has or will. all the studious asians haven't rubbed off on me yet, so please come over hereeeeeeee. in other news, creepy boy from upstairs has managed to avoid lurking our hall for a few days now. cool. P.S. happy birthday ogre! <3-mom
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[20 Oct 2004|11:05pm] |
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swingin' |
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pinback! |
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bob dylan, hippie generation all grown up, and zot dogs totally made our night. i love the austin powers lookalike who came up to p-love and i while we were laughing and said "SWINGIN'." rad!! (comma like kuntal).
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| IT'S A MIRACLE |
[12 Oct 2004|05:36pm] |
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YES |
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koufax |
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my internet works !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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